Running my mind

Everyday, pain has been staying inside here all the time. I wonder if anyone could put the pain away, cause I don't know if I can make it. Now I wonder, does true love ever existed? Since it seems like it takes forever for me to find the right one. I don't know how long will it take, but I will wait for the right moment. I hope it is mine for the take. When there is a will, there is a way, I hope God would show me the way. Sure I've been such a bitch all the time, but honestly, I am not that bad, I think. I'm a simple person with a simple life, any problems?

I live for my future, and for my future to happen, I want someone to share with, someone who would stay with me no matter what, someone who will never forgets every single thing about me when I'm gone, someone who would be loyal to me even though doubt is in the way, cause I know what I want, cause I never want to hurt the one that I love. Cause for the one I love, I'd sacrifice anything and I want my future to be the best.