All about them

Hi world, yes I'm crapping again. But this time, it's special, because I am crapping about my best friends, they are the one whom I can trust, and I will stick with them no matter what. I trust them more than I trust myself, so yeah, they are everything to me.

Tara

Afiq and Azfar

From left; Me, Azfar, Afiq

So, there they are, they are almost everything about me. Oh by the way, curse you Azfar for leaving me, Afiq, and Tara alone on Sarawak. But good luck for your college intake this March. We'll be missing you so much!

Accused?

Been superbly lazy nowadays, I sleep like 12 hours maybe more than that. All I do is sleep, eating, sleep, and more sleep I guess. Yeah, my life sucks nowadays, but who cares, as long as I'm okay with it, everything will be alright.

How it sucks when you went out and chill out with your best friends, your parents seemed to accuse you with something that you never thought they would. Yes, they sort of accusing me with taking drugs, even though they never say anything about it, but hey you got the feeling that they gave you "the hint".

Come on, my parents won't sit right beside you and tell you, "Are you okay? Are you sick? Go down stairs and have some fruits, it's not healthy sleeping all day". That's the first time they ever say such thing to me, of course I'm gonna go and bitch about it!

Now, when I hang out with my friends, I never felt this insecure thinking what will both of my parents think about me and they will throw millions of doubt questions such as, "Where did you go last night?". Its like they don't trust me at all. It sucks when the one you love doubt about every single thing you do or did.

I'm thinking about proving to them, that I would never ever thinking about taking drugs, I will succeed in life. I'll take this as a challenge, I will prove to them that I'm clean.

Guitars guitars and more guitars!

Ohai everyone! It's 8 am in the morning! Guess what? I didn't sleep at all, again. Well, it doesn't really matter now, because I need to go out after this. So enough yapping, here is the real deal. Next to music is instruments, my personal favorite instruments are guitars. Yeap, those lovely sound/melody when you strum or pluck, or even do some shred/licks/sweep on it. It is very satisfying melody to me. Okay, so these are my stuffs, period;

I've been playing guitars for about 6 years now, you can't say that I am pro at these things, I know, I have so much stuffs to learn to perfect my guitar skills. It still rusty to be honest. Oh well, since I love playing guitars, I will never ever give up on it. My favorite guitar is on the left, the white Alysa. The black one doesn't have any names yet, since I'm very bad at picking names. It doesn't matter for now, I'll think of it, someday.

Morning peeps

Its 7 am now, just had my breakfast. This morning, I had fried rice, and it tastes so delicious! Thanks to Aunt Tina! Just one thing, no, I didn't woke up, I didn't sleep at all! Is this insomnia? A friend of mine said this is just because of my  bad eating habits. I don't know about that, but most of the Malaysians do have this bad eating habits. So I guess, there is a chance that my friend was right.

I should be really go to bed now, but my eyes are just too hyper I guess? Even though I know I am tired at the moment. I know this habit of mine brings nothing but trouble, ever since I got home, I can't sleep at all. Maybe the reason is because I've been watching too much movies? Curse you Supernatural, for being so good! I should stop watching those addictive series/movies, but I just can't!

Waking up at 2 or 3 in the afternoon isn't good though, because I'm missing out the fun part being "alive" at those peak times. I'm so sad, I wish I could just go to sleep right now but I just can't. I need to see a doctor, because I'm afraid this will harm me, which I know it is. Oh well, wish me a good luck for getting in bed at 12am tomorrow! Cheers!

Sometimes you just gotta let go and free yourself

Sometimes pasts are just pasts, they are history, they're not a part from your story anymore. Let past be your guidance to carry on with your life. We learn from mistakes. Nobody is perfect, that's why perfection is just plainly bullshit. So the next person tells you, perfection is everything, well tell them go to hell.

As for me, when I said it's over, it really is over. No more anything, I want to start a new life. Sure it hurts most of the time, but you just gotta have to deal with it. Everything on this earth hurts, you gotta stay strong to go through it. I might be harsh, but that's how it is, or that's just me. I want freedom! Where I don't give a damn about anything. Things are like that nowadays, stay strong if you wanna survive!

Life is amazing

Well, life is simply amazing, you can be whoever you want, be cool, be smart, be a douchebag? Anything! From nobody to somebody, all you have to do is, a simple hard work. Even though I am a nobody, but still, I am very proud to be me. Why? Oh simple silly, I am me, no one in the world can have the same attitude as mine, laugh like me, smile like me or have the same family that I love. So, whatever it is, you have to appreciate being yourself, we have one life to live with, get on with it, and start having fun! For if you don't, you'll miss out the best part in life, it is having fun.

Musics

Musics? Music is known to every human on this planet. It is also part of our life, but mostly my life. For me, one day without some good music is like 1000 years without water. I couldn't survive! God!

I tell you what, I am universal when it's about music. I don't mind listening from Classical to Death Metals. They're music too right? No matter how hard, or how soft they are, I will listen to them. Because I just plainly in love with musics.