Accused?

Been superbly lazy nowadays, I sleep like 12 hours maybe more than that. All I do is sleep, eating, sleep, and more sleep I guess. Yeah, my life sucks nowadays, but who cares, as long as I'm okay with it, everything will be alright.

How it sucks when you went out and chill out with your best friends, your parents seemed to accuse you with something that you never thought they would. Yes, they sort of accusing me with taking drugs, even though they never say anything about it, but hey you got the feeling that they gave you "the hint".

Come on, my parents won't sit right beside you and tell you, "Are you okay? Are you sick? Go down stairs and have some fruits, it's not healthy sleeping all day". That's the first time they ever say such thing to me, of course I'm gonna go and bitch about it!

Now, when I hang out with my friends, I never felt this insecure thinking what will both of my parents think about me and they will throw millions of doubt questions such as, "Where did you go last night?". Its like they don't trust me at all. It sucks when the one you love doubt about every single thing you do or did.

I'm thinking about proving to them, that I would never ever thinking about taking drugs, I will succeed in life. I'll take this as a challenge, I will prove to them that I'm clean.