Am I that complicated? Or no? Because it seems like not everyone could understand me, not everyone appreciates whatever I did. Things that I've done, things that I've said, it means nothing at all to them. Most of the time I mean it, sure I may looked like can't be serious in anything, but at least open up your eyes wide open and see the other side of me.
I feel like I wanna run away just for a day, and sat alone thinking where it went wrong. Oh hell, when things are complicated, all I want is a day to settle down, it seems like no one can tell that but whatever, what's done is done. I have no more business with my past.
Its been about 8-9 months since I've been single, yes I am not counting you nor you, since it is such a disgrace for ever betraying yourself, I am not gonna fall for that again, learned my lesson. I've been hurt, seems like none of you guys cared about me. It means that you're not good enough for me, yes frankly from me. I could careless about you guys anyway, no, don't take this as an insult, take it as a reminder, take it as a lesson on how to treat guys better, all you guys cared about is your egos, throw it all away like I did. Obviously I got my ass smacked really good, but thanks to you guys, it knocked the freaking sense out of me.
Yes I know, I've to blame myself too. I know I've been stupid that you could never understand me, but I wonder do you even cared about me? Do you even know every single bit about me? Cause as far as I remember, you don't even know my background, you don't even know what's my problem, you never cared about whatever happened to me. Yes whatever, shits happens for a reason.
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