My 2nd thought was pathetic

And I thought by giving a chance to exes is a good thing, but now I know that it is not and I was right all the time. I don't have any business with them anymore, so why should I turn my back to them? I've betrayed myself far more than enough, I am so ashamed of myself.

Enough is enough don't you think? I've had enough, I am so freaking tired of everything, well I don't hate my ex, but its just that I don't want any feelings towards them anymore. I've always been bad at suppressing my feelings or whatever, since my honesty kicks my ass so hard.

Its always been my time to lay low, and chill. 2011 been such a bitch, everything seemed so hard. I need to get a vacation, or at least a life, a simple life. Whatever it is, I think its time for me to put my 2nd thought to a rest. I should have never do something so stupid like this.