Come on, this is our 1st month, and I don't know where are we going, sometimes we're close and guess what? Most of the time, I feel like a dummy who sits around and wait for something good will happen. And guess again. Nothing happened.
I love getting my heart crushed every single day, I love this mixed feelings, I love getting frustrated over and over again. Don't you think its about time to end this? Don't you think that we should do something that'll work "us" out? I've done everything that I could think of, sometimes it'll make me look desperate. But I don't care, despite that some of my friend said to let you go. But I didn't listen to them cause I knew that we could work things out.
But am I wrong? I am starting to doubt every single thing about you, yes I am still your boyfriend, but my trust is something you have to earn. And I don't like getting torn to pieces. You hardly ever called me, look, I am not being ego shit crap, but I am just hoping that you'd call time to time. I am still waiting, until now.
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